A Slap in the Face

I am again working at the hospital. Note to reader: I am always at the hosp. whenever I write anything, so therefore note the context. There are times when I fall in love with the patients, and others that I have a hard time finding any compassion for. This is one of those times.

I guess I should explain myself. When they are here due to poor choices from their past, it is one thing. But to yell and degrade someone that is helping them out, is quite another. So I found myself thinking, "You have done this to yourself! You are the one you should yell at, and humiliate, not me or the nurse!" And then it came to me, the slap in the face when the impression of, "It could be you in 30 years or so. I made myself unhealthy and obese. It was my choice, my actions, and in the future I am going to have to pay for it. Now is the time to change whatever I can to make sure my health is better in the future." So therefore, I need to remember to eat healthy ;0) Exercise daily! And take a time out for myself to relieve my stress! And hopefully I will not be in a similar circumstance. Again, note to reader that they do not have an obese problem! I just had a revelation that we both had a chance to change and I still do!

The only problem is, am I going to stick to it? That is the true change.....